01.20.09
Posted in Uncategorized at 1101 by Alara
Times are changing. I am a meditator now as of several months ago. I took some classes this weekend that were intense. I am changing. I feel the love and bliss. It’s good. I was feeling something working inside me today due to all the changes & it’s not the kind of change I could explain, it’s something new. So I felt I needed to hold that space for myself today, so I didn’t really take appts. I just did what I needed to do and meditated more. I believe I will be ready tomorrow, Wed and Thurs. I’m pretty sure you will be blissed to be with me, those of you who secure your appts!
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09.25.08
Posted in Uncategorized at 9909 by Alara
I did not specifically mention that I do Not do oral or more for people to feel free to ask anyway! This is Not a matter of an “it doesn’t hurt to ask kind of question because when you ask upsetting questions it will ruin the atmosphere and the nature of the rest of your session, not to mention that it is disrespectful because I already stated that it is Not on the menu. Anyone new or not should understand this. If you need that to the extent that you cannot refrain from requesting it, you need someone else! I need to maintain my boundaries so I can give the optimum in good energy to those who highly appreciate exactly what I do and who I am!
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09.12.08
Posted in Uncategorized at 9909 by Alara
Just search Eddie Izzard on YouTube.
I often don’t like a lot of stand-up but he is excellent! I like that his stuff isn’t all about sex or putting anyone down. He just makes historical facts and everyday life just hilarious.
You know when you start laughing so hard you can’t stop for a moment? He will do that to you! Several times over. : )
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03.10.08
Posted in Uncategorized at 3303 by Alara
As it turns out, I’m on my own. I was before, maybe even more because I thought I wasn’t. But now I am and I know it, so it is better. It’s better to know where you are.
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01.14.08
Posted in Uncategorized at 1101 by Alara
I am a texture person. I love a great texture. I love fluffy & super-soft mongolian lamb wool. I have a pillow of it. I love silkiest silks, super-soft cashmere, silky-soft bamboo (yes bamboo fiber is very soft), and anything else soft… and preferably warm. Soft skin… a soft touch..
Warm soft water like rain in a shower is what I like.
Textures in food please me too. I like the texture of a hard-boiled egg white! I like it a lot. I usually throw out the yolk, but not always.
I love water buffalo yogurt. It has the very best texture! Nevermind that it is about 1.30 for one serving. It’s worth it. I get either blueberry or vermont honey (which tastes more like maple to me). I like tuna, yellowtail or salmon sushi, salmon roe, and fresh uni. If I get a fish dinner,
I like it to be cooked just at the edge of done. I am all about the sauces and trimmings too.
Of course I love gourmet-prepared vegetables. I like russian, korean, and vietnamese food.
Vegetables are awesome when they are ripe and made right!
I like to eat ripe red orange and yellow bell peppers as if they were apples.
When it comes to dessert, I like pear and lemon flavors, or creamy desserts with berries, hot or cold. A little mint is good too.
My favorite colors are indigo and fuschia. Although as a combo, I really like true yellow with blue or either of those with white. I like my colors in rainbow tones, not shaded, dull, or tinted hues usually but I still appreciate grey-mixed colors oftentimes.
And black is always right by me, always elegant and attractive, allowing the color of you to shine though!
My favorite flowers are tulips, even though they have very little fragrance. I love fragrant flowers no matter what they are.
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Posted in Uncategorized at 1101 by Alara
I’ve always been interested in spiritual things. After the Nov. conference in AZ, I ordered some books based on the speakers I enjoyed most.
I must recommend Only Love is Real by Brian Weiss, MD. This one is for the romantics and also those who just love good stories about love
winning in spite of the trials of life, in spite of death in fact. Another good one of that nature is The Proposing Tree by James Twyman.
For the science-oriented, I recommend The Isaiah Effect or other books by Gregg Braden. They are scientifically fascinating.
For all who wonder about loved ones who have crossed over (this is how new-agers define death),
I have to recommend “Parting Notes - A Connection with the Afterlife” by April Crawford. This is a book of letters describing the experience
of death by those who have already crossed over — written by means of the volunteered hand of psychic medium April.
It is quite fascinating to understand the viewpoint of death in this way. Each of the people in this book had a different experience.
They all lived and died in different ways, so accordingly, they had a different experience after they crossed. Everyone had a moment
after they died where they had to discover that they were actually dead. Their consciousness still felt the same.
I have been exposed to the new age viewpoint for a short while… since I was brought up under the Christian viewpoint and researched it
thoroughly for many years on my own as a teenager and young adult, it wasn’t easy to consider other views for a while, even though
I haven’t been involved in a church anymore since about 10 years ago.
So it is completely understandable to me if most people would dismiss this book of letters as just strange fiction. I would have if I read it years ago. To those raised as Christian, it would be perceived as a false religion.
Suppose reincarnation were true and we are all god(s). We judge our own lives after we die and make choices as to how to create a balance for the poorer choices we made in the life we just lived. The desire to remedy our wrongs is so strong that we need to come back into a new physical body and live another life to do it. Before we are born, we script certain choices and events into our lives… that is the best we can do knowing that we are going to forget that we even had previous lives and a great consciousness in-between. We are eternal. Religions are a way of trying to understand what we have forgotten. Atheism is denying there is a god which is very close to knowing that you are god yourself. You create it all, you balance it all. What happens if earth is destroyed and we cannot reincarnate? Then those who feel a huge burden to right their wrongs will be very troubled until the situation can be remedied so that they can reincarnate to have a chance to learn and do better.
It still isn’t a comfortable type of thought, because how do you know what kind of lives you will have in the future?
Even if you are living a decent life now, who knows? But yet, since everyone keeps evolving, you will have to keep interacting with some of
the same folks until all debts are equalled out and we all learn how to get along. I would say this is interesting, but not necessarily comforting.
There is so much yet that I don’t understand.
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10.19.06
Posted in Uncategorized at 101010 by Alara
Okay it’s been a while since I got back from it, but it was still just as good as the first one. They were in the same week, the first was Monday, and the second on Friday, but about as different as night and day. Monday was sunny and we had a guide that liked to tell dirty jokes. He was very personable and it was the four men in front and me and the other girl(who turned out to be a masseuse as well!) in the back, and then the guide. The guide was cool, really, but he seemed to like embarrassing me. I guess I just do that easily. He did ask us if we did happy endings and she said no and I said nothing, just turned red again, lol. Okay, on to Friday’s trip! Well I got what I was hoping for again, some hot young men to raft with : ) This raft also had another girl in it who was the wife of one of the young guys with us. I sat in front most of this trip and we did the whole river. It was chilly and drizzly all day! It was the longest I had been so cold since I can remember! However, I did not catch any cold, I did just fine! I didn’t fall out of the raft either, but now I’m told that is when it is the most fun! Maybe I shouldn’t have focused so much on staying in the boat. We did have the excitement of someone falling out of the raft in the most dangerous place he could have, yet the men pulled him in at just the right time. It could have been a movie! That’s the kind of thing I love about a rafting trip: the forced little community that lasts a full day, the teamwork, all that. It doesn’t hurt when the guys are cute and the girls are sweet, and the guide is super-experienced. Since it was so cold and amongst the others on this trip there were two lodges with hottubs that they rented, I knew I needed an invitation to one of those hottubs, and I got offered one! Well, I took up on it too, but when I found the lodge, no one was there. The hottub in back was accessible and hot, so I figured I would use it anyway. I had brought my bikini but then I decided why trouble myself to wear it. I didn’t really worry much if they would come back while I was still in it, but they didn’t. I felt kinda bad that they never even knew I took them up on their offer and was in there! I should have left a note to thank them and tell them and ask where they were… (so maybe they could relish the idea even if they couldn’t see it) It was a nice gesture for such a cold day! It was the only way to warm up!
I also got a dinner invitation from another rafter. He offered to call me if he comes out next year to join in his raft group… I kinda like the group of strangers thing anyway but you never know : )
By the way, I didn’t buy any of the videos or pictures because I looked horrible in all of them (way too focused and serious). Hehe, so I’m gonna practice being more photogenic on these things ; )
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02.07.06
Posted in Uncategorized at 2202 by Alara
Well now you all know I like to dance (Billy Idol style - with myself, lol). Did you know I like to sing also? The other night I gave a shot (and it wasn’t my best!) at Benetar’s “Shadows of the Night” and it seemed they played it in a strange key, I thought I would nail it, but instead I destroyed it. It was a while before they gave me round two. I almost left before that chance, because I was starting to get lonely thinking about things, people… but I stayed and this time sang Amos’s “Crucify.” Apparently I did much better because people were singing along and afterwards applauding and about 3 people came over to compliment me. I always feel better getting true compliments. The validation gives me some feeling of connection.
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01.09.06
Posted in Uncategorized at 1101 by Alara
The highlight of my night tonight was to be greeted by a cute blond guy as he was going downstairs and I was going up.. When he saw me, he asked if I would marry him! I looked at him and said “sure!” He said what? So I said “sure” again. So he said say Yes or No, will you? So I nodded and said “Yes!” but I kept going upstairs cause people were behind me and I am still shy believe it or not and I did not know what else to do. Duh, get his name and number or kiss him! Too late now unless serendipity steps in…
Anyway, I think it was very cool and flattering that cute young guys can have that kind of response to me.
I felt like I must have really looked hot! Take that, you person who said I was not a head-turner! (I am sure he would not be reading this coz he probably found some other masseuse he did think was hot and plus it was about 2 yrs ago… I remember things too long sometimes!) Maybe I have improved that much, or maybe it was a difference in the way I was dressed, or maybe its just in the eyes of the beholder.
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12.05.05
Posted in Uncategorized at 121212 by Alara
For those of you who are in Richmond, you may be interested to pick up a Wadi newspaper (issue 37) which is a small free publication– if you happen to find one soon (downtown or in the fan). A while back, a friend of mine thought it would be cool to do this so we did a little interview. The things that were written are not exact quotes but it’s mostly my thoughts and things we discussed, so I think it’s cool. I really didn’t think it would ever be published, nor did my friend for that matter, but he saw it and called to tell me it was out… so here’s the word to you if you like!
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